Why does seeing you on a Friday matter so much.. I know I won't see the next two days and so it kinda like manifests I guess.
I feel like I want to see you and when that is not what you feel it hurts. May be you do but there are so many other things that you have to do...
I don't even feel like telling you this right now cos... If you don't feel it and only I feel it... well, it is not worth telling... its just that sad feeling that takes over.
Yeah... I know, you have a lot going on and you just don't have the time and blah blah blah but I'm not able to not feel this way. Its just that simple. I'm selfish about what I feel and I feel this. Makes me sad. Makes me wanna cry. Makes me not wanna say it. Makes me speechless.
Only a very sad feeling inside me prevails. The feeling of loneliness and sadness... that chokes my speech.
If you ever see this... you will know how I feel... if not... well like they say NeverMind... no love lost... life goes on...
And so is my life! Another one of those lonely sad days!
I feel like I want to see you and when that is not what you feel it hurts. May be you do but there are so many other things that you have to do...
I don't even feel like telling you this right now cos... If you don't feel it and only I feel it... well, it is not worth telling... its just that sad feeling that takes over.
Yeah... I know, you have a lot going on and you just don't have the time and blah blah blah but I'm not able to not feel this way. Its just that simple. I'm selfish about what I feel and I feel this. Makes me sad. Makes me wanna cry. Makes me not wanna say it. Makes me speechless.
Only a very sad feeling inside me prevails. The feeling of loneliness and sadness... that chokes my speech.
If you ever see this... you will know how I feel... if not... well like they say NeverMind... no love lost... life goes on...
And so is my life! Another one of those lonely sad days!
