Why does it hurt so bad...
I don't want to be insensitive... but I think I can be.
I want it to be enjoyable. Never anything else.
But I want soo much....
My want is clouding my senses. I have way toooo much time to kill and I am not focusing on anything else.
Now it makes me cry and these tears just won't stop.
I want to pull back but don't want to.
I want to give space but want to be close.
I want to find something that will keep me occupied but I actually don't want to.
I am torn between what I want and what I want!
I want soooo much more!!!! I try to keep my want at check but sometimes I guess it becomes so overwhelming!
All I want is to make you happy and spend more time with you!
Now thats the keyword. Time.... do we have what we want.....
And that is why it is important to have a "distraction", a "hobby", a friends circle. And it's not about having another sexual partner. It's about having something to do in the time we have.
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