Why do I feel so crushed at times...
Everything in life cannot be about me. There are other sides of the story and other factors... but I want too much attention and too much focus... Guess I like that a lot and do expect that as well... and want and crave for it.
Sometimes the smallest things can hurt much more than one can imagine.
And why does this little thing just feels like it just pierced through my heart... its nothing actually. I asked a question and got a straight forward answer. There is nothing to it actually. But then why does it hurt me and pinch me like its all about me.
May be cos its the loneliness that I feel and I get so upset cos of that. I know I cannot share that to the extend that I feel cos that would be imposing too much on the other person. But I do feel it sometimes.
I try to get out of it and try to ignore it and make it my part n parcel of life.... but then sometimes certain things just pierce my heart without me even knowing that it hits me so much.
It is not always about sex... its about togetherness, the company, just a cuddle. Its basically the TIME spent!
Me and the silliness... I'm just a kid when it comes to love! So naive and want to be just like that!
I have tried all I can but for things beyond me how do I or what do I do!!!!
Somebody please HELP.... sob sob!
Everything in life cannot be about me. There are other sides of the story and other factors... but I want too much attention and too much focus... Guess I like that a lot and do expect that as well... and want and crave for it.
Sometimes the smallest things can hurt much more than one can imagine.
And why does this little thing just feels like it just pierced through my heart... its nothing actually. I asked a question and got a straight forward answer. There is nothing to it actually. But then why does it hurt me and pinch me like its all about me.
May be cos its the loneliness that I feel and I get so upset cos of that. I know I cannot share that to the extend that I feel cos that would be imposing too much on the other person. But I do feel it sometimes.
I try to get out of it and try to ignore it and make it my part n parcel of life.... but then sometimes certain things just pierce my heart without me even knowing that it hits me so much.
It is not always about sex... its about togetherness, the company, just a cuddle. Its basically the TIME spent!
Me and the silliness... I'm just a kid when it comes to love! So naive and want to be just like that!
I have tried all I can but for things beyond me how do I or what do I do!!!!
Somebody please HELP.... sob sob!
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