I get way too wet for my guy to go down on me...
A night when we get high on drinks at home happens after reminding that its been ages...
I have to ask for something different all the time...
Keep on a constant motivation... (And guys say they think of sex all the time... duhhh) (oh yeah... it is with different girls right... forgot!)
A drink can happen with friends, office parties or during travel but then when with me... oh I have to reduce... become so fat... arrggghhhh
Seems like I'm the one always wanting for more... why do I feel that way...
Flirts with all and then avoids telling me cos it will hurt me.... yeah right!!!!!
Now, I don't even know what to think anymore... cos certain words are stuck in my head...
"Don't Ask" - okay... does that mean a yes or a no or what am I to think... of course it doesn't matter as long as its not spoken....
Saying we have not spoken about sex with other partners.... Gosh... I can remember details of discussion... where did this come from now!
A phone call on my birthday is too much to ask for...
Why am I feeling this way all of a sudden... Why am I thinking of all these and listing them down?
There comes a time in a relationship when you don't want to do all the work... you want the other to reciprocate.
You don't want to feel that you are the one holding things together but both are equally interested...
Am I going out of the sanity talk right now? Or is it fair enough to ask these questions?
I knew this was not gonna be easy... what also hurts is things that are told and then well forgotten... of course what else do you expect from a man's memory!
The thing I hate the most... the though of will he tell me knowing that something would hurt me!!!! Hate this thought in my head cos this gets me down to the bottom of the pit!
How do I come out of it? I think the moments of togetherness are enough but then its not always true!
I want to know if I will know the truth or is it a lie just like the other life to make sure the boat is not rocking!
Am I making a big thing out of nothing or is there something that is bothering me so much to list down so many things!
Something isn't right! My gut does not let me down.
If I can trust something that is what I would trust....
Sad Truth of my Life!
A night when we get high on drinks at home happens after reminding that its been ages...
I have to ask for something different all the time...
Keep on a constant motivation... (And guys say they think of sex all the time... duhhh) (oh yeah... it is with different girls right... forgot!)
A drink can happen with friends, office parties or during travel but then when with me... oh I have to reduce... become so fat... arrggghhhh
Seems like I'm the one always wanting for more... why do I feel that way...
Flirts with all and then avoids telling me cos it will hurt me.... yeah right!!!!!
Now, I don't even know what to think anymore... cos certain words are stuck in my head...
"Don't Ask" - okay... does that mean a yes or a no or what am I to think... of course it doesn't matter as long as its not spoken....
Saying we have not spoken about sex with other partners.... Gosh... I can remember details of discussion... where did this come from now!
A phone call on my birthday is too much to ask for...
Why am I feeling this way all of a sudden... Why am I thinking of all these and listing them down?
There comes a time in a relationship when you don't want to do all the work... you want the other to reciprocate.
You don't want to feel that you are the one holding things together but both are equally interested...
Am I going out of the sanity talk right now? Or is it fair enough to ask these questions?
I knew this was not gonna be easy... what also hurts is things that are told and then well forgotten... of course what else do you expect from a man's memory!
The thing I hate the most... the though of will he tell me knowing that something would hurt me!!!! Hate this thought in my head cos this gets me down to the bottom of the pit!
How do I come out of it? I think the moments of togetherness are enough but then its not always true!
I want to know if I will know the truth or is it a lie just like the other life to make sure the boat is not rocking!
Am I making a big thing out of nothing or is there something that is bothering me so much to list down so many things!
Something isn't right! My gut does not let me down.
If I can trust something that is what I would trust....
Sad Truth of my Life!
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